5-14-10

5-14-10

First, your friends.
Then, you start to thinks he’s cute.
After that, you start thinking about him.
Before you know it, you like him.
But what does it matter?
He doesn't like you.
That’s all you tell yourself.
You keep it bottled up inside,
Until, he finds out.
You have no clue how.
Your best friend walks up to you..
Looks you in the eye and says,
He Knows.
You instantly feel your heart drop.
You wish he liked you,
And Yet you still feel that
Why would it even matter feeling.
He probably doesn't like me.
I’m not his type.
And before you know it,
You don’t know what to do.
You get nervous when you see him
Your afraid to go around him.
You feel embarrassed when your around him.
You find yourself trying to avoid him,
When all you want is him.
Nothing seams to make sense.
All you want to do,
Is look him in the eyes..
And tell him how you feel.
Not what someone else said.
But your true feelings.
But your too scarred.
Maybe I’ll text him..
No.
He won’t reply.
I guess I’m just a girl, who falls too easily.
He isn't into me anyway.